I am not sure of what to say here, other then I am very sorry, for what happen to you. I recall reading something from another member, who also was abused by grandmother. I do not remember who. But I am hoping that you will get some other responses from people who can understand and relate more.

Take care of yourself and be safe.

Leosha

Thanks for letting us read your writing. What you said in your post makes sense to me. I'm so sorry you're hurting. Keep writing about it 'cause it helps.