why are you here? Marc has refrased this question to: what do you expect to gain from seeing the doc.
Al you and I have a great deal in common except our age. I think at 62 I am way older than you. I too had to answer the same question in the beginning. My answer would have been give me a pill or remove the memories so I can go on with living. Of course that was not the reason but it seemed to be all I wanted
Next it was Why did it happen to me. What did I do wrong, Why do I feel like I deserve it, Why cant I be normal. Why am I so dself destructive. That was wrong too
I think the real reason for me was and is as follows. How can I heal. Help me come to grips with my past. Help me to understand my self destructive behavior. Help me to not respond to a situation or trigger that instantly hot wires me to my past. Help me look in the mirror and like the person I see reflected. Help me to channel my anger in the right direction.
There may be other things but that is what the question now means to me. Al I am glad to see you back. Say hello to Marc for me.
I know where you are coming from BROTHER. I truly do. It is not easy dealing with some isuesbut you have the stuff to do it with I know you do. Remember we YOU/AND/I are survivors
Additionally we have strong and loving partners who obviously see what makes us unigue and worthy of their attention, even if we cannot.
If you want send me a PM or an email. We are in this together BROTHER