I had a dream last night that well its a little foggy now but I remember the basics.

I was taken captive and forced to work in some sort of fast food-like resturant with other people my age, the wierd thing was that they never took my cell phone away from me and I knew that but I didn't use it to call for help. Maybe I was scared, maybe I was confused, maybe I thought it wasn't that bad since they were treating me reasonably well.

Kinda relates to my sexual abuse, I could have told my parents but I didn't, at the time I thought it wasn't that bad, maybe even enjoyed it.

Wierd part of it is that I come to find out that it was somewhere around Dayton, OH which is where the MS retreat in October is.

JTT - I'm not a dream analyst, but I get the impression that you may be considering going to the retreat, but may have some concerns as to what you would find there? My interpretation may be wrong, just an opininion!

best wishes ...Rik.

Ok, I thought it was more that I was working thru my abuse. I am going to the retreat in Canada and I hope that I'm not worried because as of yesterday I can't get my money back.