I had a dream last night that well its a little foggy now but I remember the basics.
I was taken captive and forced to work in some sort of fast food-like resturant with other people my age, the wierd thing was that they never took my cell phone away from me and I knew that but I didn't use it to call for help. Maybe I was scared, maybe I was confused, maybe I thought it wasn't that bad since they were treating me reasonably well.
Kinda relates to my sexual abuse, I could have told my parents but I didn't, at the time I thought it wasn't that bad, maybe even enjoyed it.
Wierd part of it is that I come to find out that it was somewhere around Dayton, OH which is where the MS retreat in October is.
"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"
"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"
"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"
"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"