I am sorry to all here. I thank everyonewho is so nice at me, I wish I can be some better help at all of you. I just feel not so good as what I try to say here. To everyone who talk at me about meddicines and therapy, I do start of those. I meet with regular doctor this week on Tuesday, get medicines for the depression and panic and to help sleep more. I will meet with therapy person first time next Wednesday. I do not know how much I can say there at first, but I will not give up of it. I just want people know I do listen of them, and take the advise they give. I do not want to be selfish and just take so much of everyone. I just do not want say wrong thing at anyone, it seem I am much too good of that these days. So I am sorry to not respond here this week, I do not know that I can do that more soon, but I will not just come here to read or post without response. That is why I am not here now, and maybe am not to be here for a while. I hope that everyone has good holiday, and does well. I think good thoughts at everyone here.
Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.
"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963