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#500 - 07/28/04 07:21 PM Tainted lives
reality2k4 Offline
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Registered: 07/06/04
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Your tainted my life, capturing me in your web of lust, you waited till You could corner me, you knew there was nobody there, you followed me and my brother into them toilets, you must have been following us, never even knowing you were there, two kids playing in the park enjoying their childhoods, just playing as we were meant to be, not knowing a predator was watching and waiting for the moment he could pounce, we took the bait and went into them toilets, you made me do things to you, you bastard, things kids don,t even know about at that age.

You made me do things that only dogs do, you put so much fear in me, you humiliate me, you degrade me, you make me fear for my life, you make me want to be sick, you get so much enjoyment seeing your prey doing these sick things to you, feeling me, I don't even know why you did that, but you got the satisfaction of hurting me, I looked into your eyes full of hurt and pleaded for you to stop, but you fed off the hurt you gave me, Why? why? do this to an innocent kid, you saw me plead with you not to do it, you fed your desire thru the hurt, you put me in fear of my life, you took my childhood away.

How many kids did you get? I don't know, you put me in constant fear of thinking you were waiting for me, your little "girl" isn't this how you degraded me, you took away my life of childhood abandon and replaced it with so much hurt, even when you saw me panting for breath, heart racing, you show me know feeling, taking what you want.

you left me with no emotions, guilt anguish despair and the nightmares, do you remember the threats to come and kill me and my family, hey they are really threatening to an 11yr old kid, leading to nightmares and fear, why didn't you just slit my throat then, make the kill a kill, nobody to say anything about it, nobody to identify you

Your fellow perps following me because of what you did to me, like flies round a honey pot, they know an abused kid, yeh they plagued me for sex after you put in the groundwork others will follow, they never got it though, did they?

It wasn't you but you know, what you gave me made them make me a target, they knew where I played, just like you, they always saw me as a target, they followed me for sex, they tried their best, the only way to get rid of them was to tell them I would report them as a child molester, but even then they would deny it.

It worked even though I would never have told the police, when you know someone is intentionally following you as a kid, turning up so many times in your life, do you tell the police, no you don't because of the initial abuse you just hope the threat works, luckily it worked.

How many others did you get?

If only you knew the pain you bestow on us, would you carry on? I guess sadly so

ste

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#501 - 07/29/04 11:03 AM Re: Tainted lives
Aden Offline
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Registered: 07/05/04
Posts: 499
You tell him brother! And tell him again when you feel the need. One day your message will get thru.

Aden


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