Does anyone struggle with showing there emotions with a woman? Like how you truly feel about them?? I had many girls i liked but it was like i wasnt emotionally there if that makes sense.. looking back at it i wasnt There ... Never really cared for there feelings ... Hence why im single and lonely... Its hard being a man and showing feelings.. During my abuse It was very emotional.. A young kid dealing with emotional and sexual abuse.. I dont know how to show my true feelings for people.. Male or female... Ever since CSA i lost my self... SOme days i feel like i did as a young kid.. Scared.. Anxious.. Curious...Will i ever be emotionally there? Its like im searching for it... I lost it ...
I finally realized this is a huge issue with me

Edited by Tryingtolive (Yesterday at 01:10 AM)
I hope they understand, that I really understand, that they don't understand