Hi wiresguy1, and welcome
I hope you'll find, as I have, that a whole new dimension in healing and recovery is going to take place as you share here on MS the terror, confusion, isolation, and frustration that you are experiencing. There's no denying that talking to your T and your family is very important, but a whole new level of healing is possible as you use the resources here; and as you share as much or as little ( whatever is comfortable) about your struggles and successes in you healing journey.
Take care of yourself.
Never, never, never, never give up....Winston Churchill