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#467658 - 07/15/14 10:49 PM one survivor's journey
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6195
Loc: O Kanada
A man who has not passed through the inferno of his passions has never overcome them. ~ Carl Gustav Jung

THE TRIP
take a trip with me
through twisted history
and tortured memory.
a journey.
an odyssey.
escape from apathy.
travel through misery.
the agony and ecstasy of recovery
and self discovery.
develop dignity.
embrace empathy.
the brutal truth of honesty.
the road to victory.


The world is full of suffering,
it is also full of overcoming it.
~ Helen Keller


i spent a lifetime exploring and expressing passion and pain.
i did the research.
i give you the results.

Memory atrophies unless it is communicated. ~ Barbara Clow

proceed at your own risk,
with caution and without haste.
the mind is a terrible thing to taste...

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here. ~ Dante Alighieri

Click to reveal.. ( Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate ! )
abandon all hope, ye who enter here.

it's a dog eat dogma world!

Please Beware And Be Aware.
Graphic Words And Images.
Describing And Depicting Personal Experiences.
Will Upset Sensitive Viewers.


www.youtube.com/watch?v=406WAcY17sk&list=PLRt1dMSesmFaRwrxpqLwNWa4pqWVdoc9h
angst ... boredom ... corruption ... decadence ... fear ... pain ... trauma ... rage ... guilt ... shame ... doubt ... blame ... hate ... anger ... lust ... remorse ... anxiety ... defiance ... regret ... addiction ... escape ... survival
www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjxoGLkqu-Y&list=PLRt1dMSesmFaRwrxpqLwNWa4pqWVdoc9h


TRIGGER WARNING!

all the words are mine.
all reactions are valid.

All My Poems - Submitted
www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=452754#Post452754
all comments, compliments, complaints
are invited, welcomed and appreciated.

A word, even the most contradictory word, preserves contact.
It is silence which isolates. ~ Thomas Mann

It's much better to be criticized than ignored. ~ Stuart Hameroff
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#488330 - 09/11/15 12:07 AM Re: one survivor's journey [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6195
Loc: O Kanada
oh the wonders of the infinite internet

i was fumbling around on the web and i stumbled across these archived pages from old websites.

1. web.archive.org/visionary-music.htm

the first link is a real simple html java jukebox that i coded and uploaded way back when.

every time you refresh or visit the page, it randomly plays one of the many songs from one the many albums i produced for this old indie record label.
every time you want a NEW SONG you just RELOAD THE PAGE.
DO NOT CLICK ON THE BAND NAME.

i worked with several punk bands, including my own. this was all before the economic crash in 2009 shut down the cash flow.




2. web.pixelqube.com/jukebox.htm

the second link is all my musick in theory and practice .

you just click on the album artwork, select a song from the menu and listen. this webpage was something i created back in the windows'95 era. i just kept updating and adding to it.

i was actually quite pleased to find these links. it brought back some crazy memories.
every one of these songs has a story behind it.

hope you enjoy the songs.
making music kept me sane through many insane years, and these thirty odd songs represent over a decade of hard work, head aches and happy times.

Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate !
- web.archive.org/web/20060819021601/http://www.visionaryrecords.com/visionary-music.htm
- pixelqube.com/dogeatdogma/jukebox.htm
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#488346 - 09/11/15 09:48 AM Re: one survivor's journey [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6195
Loc: O Kanada
all the songs i recorded for [ visionary-music ] in one long list of links
Click to reveal.. ( MP3 SongList )

* MP3 * JP5

* MP3 * Evil Twang

* MP3 * Sediment

* MP3 * Ani Kyd

* MP3 * Dirty Bird

* MP3 * Twist

* MP3 * Dog Eat Dogma

* MP3 * Sweaters

* MP3 * Cucksocker

* MP3 * Ripcordz

* MP3 * Stagmummer

* MP3 * Aging Youth Gang

* MP3 * Davidicus

* MP3 * Facepuller

* MP3 * Huskavarna

* MP3 * Real McKenzies

* MP3 * ExiThiSide

* MP3 * THOR

* MP3 * DOA

* MP3 * Mudslinger

* MP3 * Groovemonger

* MP3 * Lummox

* MP3 * Victorian Pork

* MP3 * Chick Magnets

* MP3 * SNFU

* MP3 * Micky Christ

* MP3 * Polka Shots

* MP3 * Teenage Head

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * BURLAP

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA

* MP3 * DOG EAT DOGMA
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#488348 - 09/11/15 11:38 AM Musick in Theory and Practice [Re: victor-victim]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 6195
Loc: O Kanada
all the songs i recorded for [ java-jukebox ] in one long list of links

Click to reveal.. ( MP3 SongList )

* MP3 * Apologic

* MP3 * Animal Farm

* MP3 * Alpha Male

* MP3 * Art of the State

* MP3 * Are You Joking?

* MP3 * ReMix I

* MP3 * ReMix II

* MP3 * ReMix III

* MP3 * Believe

* MP3 * Big Bhangra

* MP3 * Big Bang Theory

* MP3 * Bad Seed

* MP3 * Caveman\Spaceman

* MP3 * Cockroach

* MP3 * Cockroach II

* MP3 * Don't Like Bein' Told What To Do

* MP3 * Die Mauer

* MP3 * Durst und Wurst

* MP3 * Evilution

* MP3 * Ego-a-Go-Go

* MP3 * Free Love

* MP3 * Freedom of Obsession

* MP3 * Feed the People

* MP3 * Feed the People II

* MP3 * Great Escape

* MP3 * God Eat God

* MP3 * Jihad

* MP3 * Kaos Rex

* MP3 * Life in Hell

* MP3 * Mon Dieu

* MP3 * Mon Dieu II

* MP3 * Mon Dieu III

* MP3 * Mon Dieu IV

* MP3 * MegaNegativity

* MP3 * Man with a Gun

* MP3 * Necropolis

* MP3 * Nothing Personal

* MP3 * New World Odor

* MP3 * Oblivious

* MP3 * OverBored

* MP3 * Ode to Greed

* MP3 * One Word

* MP3 * Parannoyed

* MP3 * Psychobabble

* MP3 * Please Hang Up!

* MP3 * Political Prisoner

* MP3 * Political Prisoner II

* MP3 * Ques?żons

* MP3 * Resistance

* MP3 * Supertelevangelistic

* MP3 * Teufelskind

* MP3 * Teufelskind II

* MP3 * Transcendental Medication

* MP3 * Take my Life ...Please

* MP3 * TV or not TV

www.archive.org/details/imslp-anatomizd-in-a-philosophical-essay-on-musick-turner-william

www.archive.org/details/imslp-art-of-musick-lampe-john-frederick


if you made it this far, all i can say is congratulations.
you know just about everything there is to know about me.
i sailed these songs with my soul and spirit.


            
Musick Master
            
            

            
            
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