when i get back to normal
wait was there ever a normal for me?
if so, how far back would i have to go?
and would i even recognize normal
if it hit me in the face?
OK then . . .
after i'm all better
uh will there someday be such a time?
when everything is fine, and if there is,
how long will i have to wait
until it actually comes true?
How about . . .
once i am over this
but is it really something you can get over?
or is it something that stays with me
for better or worse, making me both:
a part of me for good?
Or maybe . . .
after i've recovered,
when i am restored,
once i have healed,
gone past survivor
to thriver . . . ?
So . . .
how do you say it
and what does it mean
and when will it be
and how will I know
when it is enough?
Maybe . . .
as good as it gets . . . ?
Edited by traveler (07/03/14 12:29 AM)
Edit Reason: tweak
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago