Thanks both of you. Feeling like this comes and goes, but suddenly it doesn't panic me, I don't have to do crazy things to make the feelings go away. I am ok with missing her, usually, and I don't put a lot of thought into what it means or what it means about who I am... it just is. And outside of this stuff, I have an amazing life now, that I don't always appreciate. But I should - life is good, I am happy and healthy and safe and have really good friends and family around me. One day that will be enough.
Snakes in the grass beneath our feet, rain in the clouds above
Some moments last forever, but some flare out with love, love, love