I'm sorry if this is in the wrong subforum.
Anyway, I'm tired, and feeling quite lonely and empty, as usual. I have the urges to cut. I've been a cutter for 12 years now, I think. I'm sad. It's like my emptiness has no end, no bottom, like it eats and swallows everything. Like a black hole. I suffer from depression, OCD, anxiety and ADHD. I've been dealing with Eating Disorders for 14 years too. All I can feel for myself and all I am is hatred, contempt, anger, shame, loathing, etcetera.
I don't know what to do. I'm so fucking sad, empty, alone and bored I could fucking stab myself. I want to cut. I want to make myself throw up. I want to hurt myself. I want to cry. I don't know what to do. I'm fucking lost. I want to scream. I want to hurt myself.
I'm sorry if I'm bothering or annoying anyone; I just needed to express myself, and since I have no one to listen, I though I'd post here. I'm sorry.
Edited by teba (06/03/14 05:16 AM)