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#464362 - 04/21/14 08:58 PM Broke
bey Offline

Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 356
Loc: canada
I hate this feeling
Guilt and shame and longing
It knocks me to the ground
And leaves me gasping for breath
I can't see straight
My eyes blur and my head spins
And I flicker on and off
Faulty wiring
You see

But I want you to know that
This is my fault
It's my fault we got where we are
And things aren't going to be better
I'm really sorry, I am.

But some brokens can't be fixed
But I would be ok with being broken if I was still broken with you
Because being broken like this is more than my heart can take

And you know,
I wasn't raised to do this without you
You left me with nothing but ashes and scars
And I've spent a long time being here on my own
Come pick me up now, I want to come home.
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me.

#464363 - 04/21/14 09:25 PM Re: Broke [Re: bey]
Cthulhu Offline

Registered: 06/13/13
Posts: 146
man... fuck.

I don't know what to say. I hear your paint, and feel some of it.

I'm just sorry.

I really wish I could say things would get better, but I don't know that they will frown

Take care of yourself.

“what matters most is how well you walk through the fire”
-Charles Bukowski

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