maybe you need to take a break from trying so hard and just BE for a while. we all need a rest once in a while. i get the impulse to just shut down, but please don't quit entirely.
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago