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#464108 - 04/15/14 09:03 AM I quit
bey Offline


Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 249
Loc: canada
*trigger for swears*

Fuck fuck
Fuck this shit
Fuck this fucked up life
I quit

I try and try and still I'm stuck
A stupid useless nothing fuck
I'm broken and shattered and can't be fixed
There's too much bullshit in the mix
But still I try and try and try
And let it hurt and even cry
I try so hard to just be me
Work my ass off at home and T
Think about things I don't want to know
Try my best to let it go
Say so many things I don't want to say
I try so hard to be ok

But when there's one thing that could make me break more
I drive two hours to her front door
It can't get worse than this. It can't.
And then I go and - - -
Fuck.

Fuck me, fuck everything
I'm so fucked
From the minute I was born

So fuck it all
Fuck this shit
Fuck this bullshit life
I quit.
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Snakes in the grass beneath our feet, rain in the clouds above
Some moments last forever, but some flare out with love, love, love

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#464113 - 04/15/14 10:48 AM Re: I quit [Re: bey]
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3704
Loc: somewhere in Africa
ben -

maybe you need to take a break from trying so hard and just BE for a while. we all need a rest once in a while. i get the impulse to just shut down, but please don't quit entirely.

lee
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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho


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#464117 - 04/15/14 12:02 PM Re: I quit [Re: bey]
bey Offline


Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 249
Loc: canada
thanks lee
yeah, i will think about it. and no, i won't quit entirely.
ben
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