His type of abuse of our very trust in God seems quite revolting at first glance.
I know I fall short in many ways myself. Sorry you had that betrayal and misuse of trust from your father and his misrepresentation of God.
I have noticed that we as humans will do almost anything to get sexual pleasure. Some have the mental control aspect, some want violent domination, or William g submital.
The distortion of he sex drive can be so toxic. And those that are so damaged in that way seem to never recover. They become the serial offenders.
I feel more like I do now than I did when I got here.