...I want to be free to be me, not a man in prison with chains....
Your post was short, but it said EVERYTHING. Welcome to MS. Your desire for freedom is shared by nearly 12,000 men here. We don't have all the answers, but we all have this common experience that has twisted our lives in so many ways. This is as safe a place as can possibly be to talk about it without judgement or condemnation. You've made a good start.
Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to screamJoe Cocker