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#458229 - 01/08/14 05:46 AM Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom"
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Edited by concerned_husky (08/31/15 12:27 PM)
Edit Reason: Reducing ties with MS.

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#458231 - 01/08/14 08:48 AM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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your Journal must be HUGE
keep on journaling
you are a Rock Star!!!
keep on digging it up
expose it to the light
if was meant to be
it will grow
if its not
it wasn't meant to be

love and kindness
and a nice loud upward howl
will do us all some good
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"You can always hear the laughter but seldom hear a tear fall."
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#458320 - 01/09/14 08:38 AM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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Wow, it's good to know I am not the only one who thinks about a lot of things in great detail :-D

As someone who hires people and has staff that report to him I look for people who can think AND express themselves on this level. They seem to be a rare commodity in my field.

I love all of it. Wish I had half your insights when I was you age. I would have fared much better in life. Everything in life is really about a balance I think. So many things can be both good and bad depending on the situation. You seem to look for and find that sweet spot of just the right balance. Pretty impressive.

The only one I feel a need to comment on is the unconditional love one :-) I don't think anyone can offer true unconditional love. No one is that unselfish. I do think that some expectation of unconditional love on some level is a good thing in a relationship with a close friend or significant other. My best friendships are the ones where the person tells me I may be doing something the wrong way but is still there to support me. Don't give up on finding people who will love and support you even if they don't agree with all your decisions or ideas. You will get hurt by some but when you find the ones who don't hurt you and only want to love and protect you it's awesome. Also don't be shy about telling someone who loves you when they are doing something that hurts you. Relationships take effort and for the really good ones it's worth it.

Hope you share more of your journal with us in the future. :-)

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#458350 - 01/09/14 03:54 PM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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Hi Husky,

I love, agree, accept your entire list. What comes to mind for me is of course what is most personal for me at this time. "It actually takes courage to feel." Yes, and for me persistence. In my sixties I am doggedly continuing with opening up hidden material from infancy on. I get and understand what happened from 20 on, and even understand from around 16 on. But 0-14 is still a blur. The key for me is the very early stuff. It seems to continue to reveal itself, but it does require great patience. Thank you for your offering. It is integrative for me and helps me see where I have been and where I have to go.

Don
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#458447 - 01/11/14 03:41 AM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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Edited by concerned_husky (08/31/15 12:27 PM)
Edit Reason: Reducing ties with MS.

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#458449 - 01/11/14 03:50 AM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
Jacob S Offline
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Originally Posted By: concerned_husky
Thanks for the input, guys...

I thought I'd add another one that's been most relevant to me the last few days:
  • Running away is taking the easy way out - not true at all. I read in a psychology book that one is so used to chronic abuse, one tends to prefer the certainty of misery than the misery of uncertainty. Running away is the hardest thing I've had to deal with so far.


very good point. The day I realized that there is no value in sticking with a bad thing just for the sake of not being called a quitter is the day my life became a lot easier. Sometimes cutting and running is the healthiest thing you can do.
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So I'm going somewhere else.

Goodbye and good healing.

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#458452 - 01/11/14 05:41 AM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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This is the first time I have been able to crystallize in thought my life pattern. The uncertainty of change has kept me trapped in the certainty of misery. I have kept repeating abusive situations until recently. And, it has been very difficult to live with the uncertainty of change. But, I'm doing it and it does feel good, though scary. I am living in the not knowing right now, and waiting for something new and different to come into my life. Previously I've just raced out and repeated the old. This is a very big deal for me. Thanks, Don.
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#458464 - 01/11/14 12:17 PM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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Re the last 3 posts - Shakespeare said it pretty well in Hamlet's soliloquy -

"But that the fear of something ... makes us rather bear those ills we have than fly to others that we know not of ... and lose the name of action."

He was talking about contemplating death - but I think it applies to any form of momenteous change.

And I know that this kind of familiarity with the status quo - coupled with fear of the unknown - has often kept me stuck in a bad place. To me - that is what hitting bottom means - finally admitting that ANYTHING is better than where I am - and therefore being willing to try whatever it takes - out of desperation - rather than from hope. But it eventually leads to hope smile - and change!

Lee
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We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9



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#458517 - 01/12/14 03:32 PM Re: Going Against the Grain: "Conventional Wisdom" [Re: concerned_husky]
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Wow Husky. I should print out your leading entry and keep it on the desk. It touches on so many of the issues I've had in the past year or ten. I can't even begin to go point-by-point, so I'll just say thank you.

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