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#458085 - 01/06/14 10:07 AM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Registered: 12/31/10
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Loc: California
I'm surprised to see myself type the following:

If you are happy with who you are, it won't matter if you're "normal" or not. And incidentally, those who are unique and happy with themselves tend to be the most attractive people.

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#458094 - 01/06/14 12:26 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Registered: 09/28/10
Posts: 69
Loc: Oregon
What is normal? This is all I know therefore it must be normal.
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#458095 - 01/06/14 12:29 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: Magellan]
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Registered: 02/07/06
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Originally Posted By: Magellan
If you are happy with who you are, it won't matter if you're "normal" or not. And incidentally, those who are unique and happy with themselves tend to be the most attractive people.


I'm surprised to read that from you, too, Magellan! And happy! i hope you are able to say that is a description of YOU!

"i am unique - just like everybody else." - i love the irony of this statement. we are all different - that is why it is so wonderful to find others who have points of similarity in thoughts, feelings and experiences.

i have always felt different. i used to feel bad about that. now i am beginning to accept and appreciate it.

LEE
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#458169 - 01/07/14 02:00 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Registered: 03/18/13
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Loc: Chicago
This is a good topic. I always wanted to be "normal" after my abuse and have strived for it. For me, I consider normal to be highly functioning, stable and doing things in my life where I am not paralyzed by fear.

I never wanted a normal, mundane life. Even before my abuse, I wanted an exciting life. Some men really getting into the role of husband and dad. Going to parent teacher conferences, working on the yard on the weekends, etc. That was never me.

I always wanted to grow and challenge myself. I liked hanging out at my favorite restaurants in Laguna and La Jolla, shopping in Montreal, taking a long walk on the beach in Maui, etc. I enjoyed being totally free to do what I want.

Do I want to get married . . . one day. But I don't want to be stifled doing traditional life procedures. I enjoy the spontaneity of doing what I want. So, I feel normal in my head, but I don't like to do traditional activities of a suburban man. I'm having too much fun right now. And it will only get better and better.

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#458172 - 01/07/14 02:58 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Registered: 10/03/09
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Edited by Castle (05/16/15 09:02 PM)
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#458180 - 01/07/14 04:11 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Loc: Chicago
That's not the point to my post. There is nothing wrong with that role. That's just not me. I respect whatever role we have in our lives as long as we are happy and healing.

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#458183 - 01/07/14 04:33 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
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Edited by Castle (05/16/15 09:03 PM)
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#458193 - 01/07/14 05:27 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
CafeMan Offline
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Registered: 03/18/13
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Loc: Chicago
Yes, and that last sentence in your last post is what matters. What's in our heads, not roles.

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#458209 - 01/07/14 07:48 PM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
Jacob S Offline
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Registered: 01/01/13
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Loc: where the shadows lie
well, sometimes I gotta say: screw "society." I don't really care if I'm a member of "society" or not. But the rest of what you two are saying sounds right.
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I don't blame anyone for that. It is perfectly understandable.
But it is not healthy for me.
So I'm going somewhere else.

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#458219 - 01/08/14 01:49 AM Re: Living a normal life [Re: blockade]
don64 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/13
Posts: 1029
Loc: St. Croix, USVI
I find normal generally means conforming to some group identity and group values and that never works for me. I can overlap tons of groups, but my experience is that if I want to participate there generally are unspoken group by-laws that are difficult for me to navigate.

So, where I'm at now is that my challenge is to grow a stronger ME, one that doesn't have a problem remaining grounded in strong winds. This seems important for me because it seems I am attracted to situations where I need to be strong in order to participate happily. Not easy for the little abused kid in me. I try to remain open to possibilities and do my best to grow. I do grow, but patience is difficult. I get destination oriented instead of journey oriented.

Don
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