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#458086 - 01/06/14 10:37 AM Wait,,, what did you say?
Sven Offline


Registered: 07/29/13
Posts: 304
I must have misheard that
That's not what I came here for today
I was coming here for my wrist.. right?
What do you mean, like I mentioned before, you never said that
Did i just forget it then?
Is this why they were so insistent on that I would take someone with me today, but I didn't, I mean who could I take? Noone right?
What did you say? No I'm (insert name) you must have someone elses files in front of you. Oh you don't.

HIV. Oh crap. Oh hell no.
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Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
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#458088 - 01/06/14 11:22 AM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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Sven man
I hope that you can find someone to help you process this news. though it is horrible it is not what it used to be you can live and have a good life. just talk care of you man you are so totally worth it.
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#458089 - 01/06/14 11:33 AM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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(((((((Sven)))))))
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#458091 - 01/06/14 11:37 AM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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Registered: 06/13/13
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Sven,

Man, f*ck, I am so sorry. newground is right it'll take time to process. Let yourself take that time and there are guys on here that are positive...

The modern treatments are very good. You can live a long relatively symptom free life.

Man, this isn't your fault, I hope you don't feel that. Whatever it is you feel, let it out.

With concern,

Cthulhu
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#458092 - 01/06/14 11:43 AM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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Edited by bodyguard8367 (02/27/14 06:56 PM)

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#458096 - 01/06/14 12:34 PM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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(((((Sven)))))

what a shock.
weeping for you.
please take care of yourself.
stay in touch with us all - we do care.

LEE
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#458099 - 01/06/14 12:43 PM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
Sven Offline


Registered: 07/29/13
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It's like I'm finally trying to do the right thing with reporting B. and my father and BAM, sorry dude to late, it doesn't matter anymore. I mean it does but well idk. It feels like im being punished for something.
I don't want to sound like I'm feeling sorry for myself or something but damn this is just so unfair.
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In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
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#458100 - 01/06/14 12:49 PM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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Registered: 10/15/12
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Start treatment immediately. If you haven't noticed any symptoms yet, there are multi-drug fusions available like Complera - one pill a day. I can't even imagine the devastation you must be feeling but the experience of many patients today proves that HIV can be a manageable chronic condition without overshadowing quality of life.
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#458103 - 01/06/14 01:47 PM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
concerned_husky Offline
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Registered: 08/29/12
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You're right, it's unfair. So unfair. You did the right thing in reporting B. and your father. Who knows how many young lives you've saved because of your strength and courage. You really don't deserve something like this, you really don't.

But this isn't the end. As SoccerStar said, it is really not what it used to be and it is manageable. You've come such a long way already. I hope you reach out and/or others who live with HIV reach out to you. You deserve a safe and happy life, Sven.
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#458106 - 01/06/14 02:56 PM Re: Wait,,, what did you say? [Re: Sven]
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Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 206
Loc: canada
ah sven, its totally not fair. none of it was. people did terrible things and you've been really hurt by them, and you have every right to be angry and scared and whatever else.
listen to what drs have to say, start treatment right away.
and truly it isn't too late, not for anything. reporting your abusers, getting your health checked out, taking care of yourself once you know what your health status is - that matters.
you are doing all the right things, and i'm sure it feels like enough is enough, but keep on going man. we're all standing with you.

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