I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through this. But I want to echo what others have said.
Indeed, life can suck sometimes and we just want to recoil and withdraw into isolation. This very tactic is what keeps us locked in this state. We have to do the opposite of what we feel compelled to do. We must reach out. We must talk. We must share. We must know others who have also endured what we endured, in their own ways.
We're Survivors. That means we know each other in ways that no other person can.
Trust us and hold on.
If I'm acting despondent, Please ask me if I'm eating sugar. I keep forgetting sugar makes me crazy.