I don't understand why i feel so conflicted about this.
Maybe your ambivelence comes from not being sure that you deserve to be safe. Maybe inside you feel like you are only good for being used as somebody's sex toy.
There are 12,000 guys on this web site who will agree that you DO
deserve to be safe, and you were NEVER
meant to be a sex toy for anybody. Trust us Sven, we've all been there.
Seems I've got to have a change of scene
Every night I have the strangest dreams
Imprisoned by the way it could have been
Left here on my own or so it seems
I've got to leave before I start to screamJoe Cocker