welcome, on the fringe.
(isn't that where the fringe benefits are?)
your story is similar to mine,
the feelings are identical.
congratulations on stepping forward.
we all walk together.
I always thought it was the Lunatic Fringe
It really is though. As I read Banjo above. It was the first time I ever considered my CSS had anything to do with my divorce from my first wife.
The insanity is that my idol did this to me. So it can't be bad or wrong, or hurtful. Two days ago I realized I never thought he was a sick bastard. Said it the first time with my female friend. My god I have so far to go....
It really is a mental and physical violation.
I really do belong here.