Well, I'm finally home from the trauma treatment center in New Orleans my Doctor's and Therapist's thought would be good for me. All-in-All they were right. I'm not 100% but I do have a better outlook on life and am facing the many issues of my recovery with a stronger and better attitude. I know I still have a long way to travel but I have a better understanding of myself, don't beat up on myself as often but most import I stopped asking "why me" and blaming myself.
I was more open with my Doctors, Staff and other Patients then I have been in years.
I feel better about life in general and understand I have a long way to go but am more willing to get "my hands dirty" to get there. I look forward to being more active here on the board as I'm sure I'll have bad days as well. Thank you all for your support and reading this novel.