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#453448 - 11/12/13 11:37 PM Lies my brain tells me (triggering hurtful lies)
Jacob S Offline
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Registered: 01/01/13
Posts: 586
Lies my brain still tries to tells me

gays molest kids
and weak kids become gay

It was normal
It doesn't mess people up
Only the weak find it wrong

Since the beginning of time
It just happens
And if you can't deal with that,
YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE PROBLEM!


Hypago opiso ego, Satanas!!


Edited by Jacob S (11/12/13 11:38 PM)
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Like a spent gladiator
crawling in the colosseum dust
who can count on his remaining limbs
all the people he can trust.
Like the one who stands behind him
cheering him on
Estatic when he stands defiant,
wild with abandon when he's gone

just stay alive.
do whatever you need to.
you are worth it.

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#453886 - 11/15/13 10:18 PM Re: Lies my brain tells me (triggering hurtful lies) [Re: Jacob S]
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Registered: 06/13/13
Posts: 131
Loc: Cascadia
I remember being told "to get used to it" because this(rape) is what being gay was. I normalized it for so long using those lies.

Brains suck.
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“what matters most is how well you walk through the fire”
-Charles Bukowski

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#453921 - 11/16/13 12:44 AM Re: Lies my brain tells me (triggering hurtful lies) [Re: Jacob S]
don64 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/13
Posts: 554
Loc: St. Croix, USVI
Lies are lies vote. My primitive ego self has always told me lies are not lies, but they are. I'm 64 and just beginning to learn that lies are lies. It is not easy. I keep getting slammed, but less and less often. I have just been able to consciously NOT GET SLAMMED. A real first for me. I'm kind of charged. Good to read you again. Don

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#453969 - 11/16/13 10:59 AM Re: Lies my brain tells me (triggering hurtful lies) [Re: Jacob S]
Cthulhu Offline
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Registered: 06/13/13
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Loc: Cascadia
Don, really glad that you are making progress. You deserve it. Keep feeling charged and fight laugh

I feel too many of us deal with these same lies. I hate how these terrible themes are common to so many of us here, but its nice not to be alone.

And Jacob, I am glad your title is "lies that your brain still tries to tells me". Don't let yourself fall into trusting those lies again. & thank you for writing these feeling down here.

(((hugs to both of you)))
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“what matters most is how well you walk through the fire”
-Charles Bukowski

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#453971 - 11/16/13 11:08 AM Re: Lies my brain tells me (triggering hurtful lies) [Re: Jacob S]
don64 Offline
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Registered: 10/09/13
Posts: 554
Loc: St. Croix, USVI
Hi Jacob,

I am so sorry for addressing my post to vote. I have chatted with vote many times and for some reason i saw vote for the post. I apologize and want to say the post i wrote to vote was written to you. Thank you vote for so politely pointing out my faux pas. Don

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