these are my words.
some are recent, some are decades old.
different stages and moods that i have lived through,
during my life as victim and survivor.

some of these are still relevant today,
others are just pictures of past personalities.
reflections of my recovery.
sad and silly stories of my struggles.
twisted tales of my torments and tortures.

you can hear my story expressed in poems here.
explicit words set to aggressive music.
listen at your own risk.
http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=467658

hope you enjoy.

please feel free to feedback.
in fact, i urge you to react, respond and reply.
i welcome ALL comments, compliments and complaints.


http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=468660#Post468660
symbiosis=synergy

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=468326#Post468326
picture in a locker

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=468196#Post468196
genesis revelation

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=465068#Post465068
nothing personal

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=464379#Post464379
courage of a coward

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=459522#Post459522
friendshipping

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=445228#Post445228
meganegativity

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=455176#Post455176
falling

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=432554#Post432554
life in hell

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=433020#Post433020
great escape

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=433456#Post433456
overbored

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=433561#Post433561
believe

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=434295#Post434295
parannoyed

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=434387#Post434387
mirrors

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=434805#Post434805
ups & downs

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=435313#Post435313
bad seed

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=468660&#Post468660
symbiosis=synergy

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=435609#Post435609
big bang theory

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441089#Post441089
relativity

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441024#Post441024
love is...

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441557#Post441557
prisoner

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441489#Post441489
mon dieu

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441510#Post441510
meaning of life?

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=441699#Post441699
in words, alas, drown i

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=442275#Post442275
transcendental medication

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=463678#Post463678
mantra

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=447557#Post447557
love is key

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=447786#Post447786
labour of love

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=454619#Post454619
freedom of obsession

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=454861#Post454861
QUES?IONS

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=454914#Post454914
resistance

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=455184#Post455184
get the message?

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=456785#Post456785
snapshock

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=456959#Post456959
more

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=460150#Post460150
cockroach

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=460149#Post460149
teufelskind

http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=469810#Post469810
rave review


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