...This just could be one of my notorious mood swings but I will take what I can get.
Glad to hear you so upbeat. Enjkoy it, you've worked hard to get there. As many of us have found, this recovery process is a roller coaster of emotions. There can be highs of self-realization and understanding, and lows of doubt, anger and fear.
I'm not trying to take the wind out of your sails, but just be prepared for some tuff stuff ahead.
"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."Pink Floyd