...This just could be one of my notorious mood swings but I will take what I can get.
Glad to hear you so upbeat. Enjkoy it, you've worked hard to get there. As many of us have found, this recovery process is a roller coaster of emotions. There can be highs of self-realization and understanding, and lows of doubt, anger and fear.
I'm not trying to take the wind out of your sails, but just be prepared for some tuff stuff ahead.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell