last night i got some very bad news about a close friend and fellow CSA survivor. i am having a hard time dealing with it - but not nearly as terrible a time as he is having. i can't say more - but if you believe in such things - please pray for him - or send him some positive energy - or whatever you do to try to influence the universe to give a guy a break.
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago