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#450478 - 10/17/13 04:25 PM giving up on those dreams
Shyshark Offline


Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 416
Loc: Canada
I'm taking a break
from here for a while
from honesty and truth
to where
I can be fake
to a place
where I can hide
the sad of a child
behind a man's smile
where getting nowhere
is no longer the race
and the strain of trying
is not on my face

though there remain
many I hold dear
the ones who were close
are no longer here
they have gone
moved beyond
to better
or worse
I don't know
so I will go
to a place
where the pain
won't show

it's been a while
I worry and fret
hope every day
to hear they're ok
but nothing yet
so no more denial
I no longer believe
time will tell

they simply left
like all those before
leaving me left
like always before

go I must
I must depart
keeping you all
in my heart
return I will
just not still
with the foolish trust
of having best friends
while knowing full well
like all through my life
it always ends
and so it seems
the time has come
to give up
on those dreams
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#450507 - 10/17/13 10:13 PM Re: giving up on those dreams [Re: Shyshark]
focusedbody Offline


Registered: 02/03/13
Posts: 363
Loc: NY
a difficult journey of the heart, but also a reminder that it is the heart that journeys...

FB
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Lose the drama; life is a poem.

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#450717 - 10/20/13 03:31 PM Re: giving up on those dreams [Re: Shyshark]
bluesky Offline
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Registered: 08/04/13
Posts: 136
Shyshark it sounds like your hurting. I can only say that many of your poems have made me think and have touched my heart. sending you love and compassion always.
Hope you return soon.
(((((Shyshark))))))
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Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
Frank Herbert

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#451663 - 10/29/13 12:41 AM Re: giving up on those dreams [Re: Shyshark]
Shyshark Offline


Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 416
Loc: Canada
very true FB
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#451664 - 10/29/13 12:41 AM Re: giving up on those dreams [Re: Shyshark]
Shyshark Offline


Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 416
Loc: Canada
(((((( blue )))))
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