When I was a little kid, I was very trusting. I can't understand what might have turned me from my trusting nature.
I know. Same here. I said what I said because I see it in myself too. Didn't mean to say it's not understandable. Just saying that, for me, it's not always helpful. Hope that makes sense.
"As long as the child within is not allowed to become aware of what happened to him or her, a part of his or her emotional life will remain frozen . . . all appeals to love, solidarity, and compassion will be useless."
-- Alice Miller