I hate money. I hate having to spend it on me. I hate feeling that my loved ones get less because I have needs.
That's all I got at the moment, but it is not a little thing. Feeling like I am a burden and a drain is eating me up inside. I can't stop thinking about post-apocalyptic films I've seen, where the sick person just walks off into the wilderness rather than be continue to be a drain on the community's resources.
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I come here now, and I see lots of anger.
I don't blame anyone for that. It is perfectly understandable.
But it is not healthy for me.
So I'm going somewhere else.

Goodbye and good healing.