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#451056 - 10/23/13 07:10 AM Panicked and triggered
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The police just closed all schools in my hometown...where it all happened. They are also searching for a missing 14-yo boy. They are also "in the midst of a murder investigation."

Nothing ever happened to me in the schools...but the nature of this and the location...but there has been an exorbitant amount of CSA on boy and girls within that school system.

I am in NO WAY saying this is a CSA case, but this is hitting me in the gut. Can't stop shaking or crying.

Doing better (no crying or panic) but its still a mega gut-punch. That town is SO evil!


Edited by Still (10/23/13 08:03 AM)
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#451057 - 10/23/13 07:15 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Registered: 11/26/07
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Loc: durham, north england
Ouch! I'm really sorry to hear this.

Just hang in there and know your not alone with this, (at least in my case the school where everything happened is closed).

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#451061 - 10/23/13 08:09 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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so sorry, Still!
stay in touch.
prayers,
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#451069 - 10/23/13 09:16 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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hang in there, brother...

i know it sucks and a lot of evil comes out of that area...

but you've made it out of there and are shining a bright light. one that exposes the evil that came from there.
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#451070 - 10/23/13 09:18 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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So the current report is this"

Teacher found dead behind school.
The 14 yo has been missing since the weekend.
14 yo was found this morning and arrested...in custody for this homicide.
If the kid did it, he stabbed the living shit out of the teacher. Now, if its CSA, we won't hear until there's an actual trial under-way. They usually don't announce or release that sort of info even in a "for-just-cause" case. Its a juvie case, so the rules of court and evidence are pretty restrictive. But he'll likely be tried as an adult.

This is a little too close to home, since: 1) its home

2) my old school 3) it that sleazy town that covers-up everything 4) I used a knife too.

Dist Atty to hold a press conf this morning.
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#451073 - 10/23/13 09:44 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Loc: kansas
Still,

hang in there, brother. We'll support you through it.
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#451074 - 10/23/13 09:45 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Edited by Obi (10/23/13 09:47 AM)
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#451079 - 10/23/13 11:23 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Panic and anxiety can be powerful triggers--the feeling of being threatened can set one off. Try to relax, take deep breaths and retreat to an outlet that will allow you to focus on some positive parts of your life.


We are here for you.

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#451091 - 10/23/13 01:23 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Registered: 09/13/13
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Loc: Kansas
(((((Still))))))

Have you tried Calm.com it has really helped me relax without having to medicate. Stay strong brother we are all here for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#451103 - 10/23/13 04:56 PM ! [Re: Still]
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Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (02/28/14 10:19 PM)

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