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#451056 - 10/23/13 07:10 AM Panicked and triggered
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The police just closed all schools in my hometown...where it all happened. They are also searching for a missing 14-yo boy. They are also "in the midst of a murder investigation."

Nothing ever happened to me in the schools...but the nature of this and the location...but there has been an exorbitant amount of CSA on boy and girls within that school system.

I am in NO WAY saying this is a CSA case, but this is hitting me in the gut. Can't stop shaking or crying.

Doing better (no crying or panic) but its still a mega gut-punch. That town is SO evil!


Edited by Still (10/23/13 08:03 AM)
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#451057 - 10/23/13 07:15 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Ouch! I'm really sorry to hear this.

Just hang in there and know your not alone with this, (at least in my case the school where everything happened is closed).

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#451061 - 10/23/13 08:09 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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so sorry, Still!
stay in touch.
prayers,
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#451069 - 10/23/13 09:16 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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hang in there, brother...

i know it sucks and a lot of evil comes out of that area...

but you've made it out of there and are shining a bright light. one that exposes the evil that came from there.
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#451070 - 10/23/13 09:18 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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So the current report is this"

Teacher found dead behind school.
The 14 yo has been missing since the weekend.
14 yo was found this morning and arrested...in custody for this homicide.
If the kid did it, he stabbed the living shit out of the teacher. Now, if its CSA, we won't hear until there's an actual trial under-way. They usually don't announce or release that sort of info even in a "for-just-cause" case. Its a juvie case, so the rules of court and evidence are pretty restrictive. But he'll likely be tried as an adult.

This is a little too close to home, since: 1) its home

2) my old school 3) it that sleazy town that covers-up everything 4) I used a knife too.

Dist Atty to hold a press conf this morning.
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#451073 - 10/23/13 09:44 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Still,

hang in there, brother. We'll support you through it.
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#451074 - 10/23/13 09:45 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Edited by Obi (10/23/13 09:47 AM)
Edit Reason: double post
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#451079 - 10/23/13 11:23 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Panic and anxiety can be powerful triggers--the feeling of being threatened can set one off. Try to relax, take deep breaths and retreat to an outlet that will allow you to focus on some positive parts of your life.


We are here for you.

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#451091 - 10/23/13 01:23 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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(((((Still))))))

Have you tried Calm.com it has really helped me relax without having to medicate. Stay strong brother we are all here for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#451103 - 10/23/13 04:56 PM ! [Re: Still]
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Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (02/28/14 10:19 PM)

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#451125 - 10/23/13 09:19 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Hi Still. Sorry to hear this has been so triggering to you. I can certainly understand why. Sadly we are probably going to hear every horrid detail of this on the news for god knows how long. If possible, it may be best to avoid the news for a while if you think you can't handle it. Stay strong man. Keep posting about it if you need to. Peace,

Ken

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#451129 - 10/23/13 10:33 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: BraveFalcon]
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Still,

I offer you the only thing that i posess, my brother,
and that's my compassion, understanding & hope.
I know something about Danvers, but it's the exact opposite, memories/feelings.
Blessings & hope, my brother, Still.

"I will take that lost boys hand & i will lead him from the depths of darkness, into the sunshine, forever into eternity," As he is me.

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#451132 - 10/23/13 11:00 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Hi guys. I went to therapy today and really worked on relaxation techniques. Its been a rough time lately; so rough that I forgot making that new video and what was in it. The Danvers thing made it all much worse for a bit. Now you know where it all went down. The horrid town of the life-and-times of Still.

We are all mourning for the 24 year-old teacher. Apparently she was a real gem of a person and teacher.

Ken: I actually avoid ANY all local news as it is just so dang horrible. I can't believe humanity does what it does to itself. Its nuts out there...I should know!

Pete: Your times with Danvers would likely have been back when it fully an agricultural town...as it was when I was born. The best part of Danvers now is "leaving it."

I knew nearly every face in that press conf of the DA. They are key leaders in the nasty culture of that town.

Anyway, thank you for the kind words guys.
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#451133 - 10/23/13 11:03 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Smalltown80sBoy]
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Originally Posted By: Smalltown80sBoy
That was your school?

I hadn't heard about it so I looked it up.

Phillip Chism, Teen Accused of Stabbing Teacher, 'Kept to Himself'

It's not safe anywhere.


Yeah...twas mine. Iznt she a peach?

All I want to do is hurl seeing those people and that town.
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#451135 - 10/23/13 11:15 PM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Obi]
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Originally Posted By: Obi
hang in there, brother...

i know it sucks and a lot of evil comes out of that area...

but you've made it out of there and are shining a bright light. one that exposes the evil that came from there.


Thank you Obi. I know I can always count on you~!
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#451173 - 10/24/13 09:17 AM Re: Panicked and triggered [Re: Still]
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Originally Posted By: Still
Originally Posted By: Obi
hang in there, brother...

i know it sucks and a lot of evil comes out of that area...

but you've made it out of there and are shining a bright light. one that exposes the evil that came from there.


Thank you Obi. I know I can always count on you~!


cool. I'm glad to know that I'm a calculator. LOL!!! laugh

In all seriousness, I'm always there for you, and everyone else here.
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