Thanks Rich and Shyshark. I know people are trying and wanting to be helpful, and that I'm making progress. I mentioned once in chat why WoR scares me and I would not feel safe. Someone responded with 3 reasons why I was wrong, then promptly left. Kind of proved my point I thought. Again, am sure it's good for a lot of people and am not bagging on the process. Equally sure I would not be safe or comfortable there at all, for the entire time. That's just the way I feel and I have my reasons. It is not something I could or would even consider unless I could resolve my concerns, and that can't happen here. But thanks for listening and trying.
“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato