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#435912 - 05/26/13 08:11 PM Anyone relate?
Kilo Offline

Registered: 05/18/13
Posts: 14
Loc: New York
My mind is always labyrinths of lies,
Always makes me the master of disguise,
Whenever I choose to sort it out,
It fills my life with oh so much doubt.

I love to hide; I love to run,
And put these bullets in this gun,
As I put the barrel to my face,
I scream "come on I just want an escape!"

Escape the feelings of being raped,
Escape the feelings of making those mistakes,
Escape the feeling of being alone,
So I run to drugs so I'm not alone.

I hate myself but wish to be great,
But I wish my life was under a grave,
To have no lies to have no mistakes,
Boy oh boy that would be fucking great.

I write pretty lines but never say what I mean,
I feel like I'm always caught in-between,
What is real and what is fake,
Fuck this shit respond if you relate.
Stay Groovy Man

#435913 - 05/26/13 08:33 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
CafeMan Offline

Registered: 03/18/13
Posts: 155
Loc: Chicago
Be brave, Kilo. You are a real talent.

#435915 - 05/26/13 09:28 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
Poorsoft Offline

Registered: 02/20/13
Posts: 163
Had a good rap tone to it, liked it man and yeah I can relate wink

#436003 - 05/27/13 05:55 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
Davoice Offline

Registered: 05/10/13
Posts: 19
Loc: Western, New York
;)I think I can relate and I am here for you when you need me Kilo and I agree with acomment I saw to you early you are a talent and need to keep the bullets out the gun stop the running write it down like you have been doing and you will survive this and many more things in this life But you must stay strong we cant make it to better days until we make it through the night

#436011 - 05/27/13 07:50 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
Kilo Offline

Registered: 05/18/13
Posts: 14
Loc: New York
Thanks guys! One thing to remember is that its always darkest before the dawn!
Stay Groovy Man

#436062 - 05/28/13 11:13 AM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
trytry Offline

Registered: 02/13/13
Posts: 49
Loc: Wisconsin
Another good one man. smile

#446006 - 08/30/13 09:23 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
concerned_husky Offline

Registered: 08/29/12
Posts: 721
I relate!

"What is to give light must endure burning." - Viktor E. Frankl

#446010 - 08/30/13 09:49 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
Shyshark Offline

Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 599
Loc: Canada
You're preaching to the choir my friend ...
except for the drugs.
I'm a 59 year old substance virgin.
Well ... ok ... I drink but I've never used it as an escape.
Much to the opposite.
I am freakish about losing control over myself ... or my situation.
It has happened ... and it wasn't pretty.
I've never had a gun ... never will ...
but I have 2 big bottles of pills I have saved from changes
in medication and keep enough insulin on hand to put a moose in a coma ...
so I get your point.

Great poem.
Experience is a brutal teacher.

#446386 - 09/03/13 11:39 PM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Shyshark]
Kilo Offline

Registered: 05/18/13
Posts: 14
Loc: New York
thanks buddy
Stay Groovy Man

#446707 - 09/09/13 04:12 AM Re: Anyone relate? [Re: Kilo]
Amandla Offline

Registered: 08/18/13
Posts: 6
Loc: South Africa Soweto
I relate, sometimes I feel like running away but I don't know where to run to, to whome, to what because this problem I want to run from is in my mind...
Be Strong and Smile.

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