Thank you for sharing your own realization on that issue. I have both raged against God and felt great shame for my anger towards Him. At times I questioned my faith but I have encounter far more reasons to believe that to disbelieve in my life, including during the abuse. I am still a believer damn if I'm not an angry one about certain things. Thanks for sharing with me.
I have to survive and I hope to thrive.
Alumni Dahlonega WoR May 2010
Alumni Sequoia WoR March 2012