not funny funny how it goes goes
today happy happy ... tip to tip to tip to toes
then ... tomorrow ... morrow ... really really really blows
seems to seems to seems to be ... the way way
changes changes changes ... day to day to day
it never seems I have a have a have a say
fears and tears and tears and fears
from old old ugly ugly old jeers
I wasn't sinning sinning yet yet ... but teens are mean are mean are mean
plain old plain old nasty nasty nasty peers
such a happy happy life
once upon a time a time a time
with my beloved loving loving wife
sinning sinning ...
torn torn ...
apart apart ...
with a jagged jagged jagged knife
then a man a man a man
a new a new a new beginning
a second second inning inning
no chance of winning winning
was really really sinning sinning
try try try yet another other one
young enough to be my be my be my son
that try too ... sinning sinning ... wasn't wasn't wasn't won
try again tried again to try again ... crazy crazy crazy me
I just shouldn't wouldn't couldn't seem to seem to seem to see
sinning sinning sinning sinning ...
i hadn't hadn't learned learned from all my history
something new new new ... three three three
men men men
no sinning sinning sinning...
each one each one each one ...
just a friend a friend a friend
two ... died ... died ... amen amen ...
third ... had to had to leave leave ... say amen
had enough enough enough
just wasn't wasn't tough tough
too too rough rough
couldn't take it take it
wouldn't make it make it make it
no more no more no more tries tries
no more no more goodbyes goodbyes
stayed alone alone alone
in my home home home
not life life ... no life no life not life
but ... no more no more no more strife
I wanted wanted wanted not
never ever never ever forget forgot
nothing's straight ... always ... always ... just a bend bend
always always turns turns ... into into an end an end an end
I've ventured forth ...
stupid stupid stupid me
just asking asking ... for yet another other tragedy
testing testing testing ..
vexing vexing vexing...
faith hope and destiny
so ... once again again again
here I here I here I sit
waiting waiting waiting
will it be the yawning gaping waiting pit ?
or can I can I can I ...
will I ... can I ... really really do it do it do it?
happiness happiness happiness
more or less or less or less
that's the test the test the test
I don't know know
who's to say say
changes changes changes...
from day to day to day
once again again again
I try the try the try the game
will things change change change ?
or stay the stay the stay the same
questions questions questions ... what will I get I get I get ?
answers answers answers ... not yet not yet not yet !
I hope you guys can read this ...
I almost went blind writing it!
Experience is a brutal teacher.