I dont suppose that there is one survivor out there that hasn't faces this question. I beat myself up even still cause things
don't just happen and it did so much.And according to the noise s" you should know better!" I am trying to remember that I couldn't and cant know all the possibilities and be ok with that but it is very hard that little boy still takes the beatings but im working on it thanks for reminding how very important that is
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"