If you keep going backwards with the same people God has intentionally removed from your life, you will continue to stay suck. There is no joy being confused and unhappy. Get rid of old habits and leave them where they belong. What is meant for you will be yours, learn to let go. Dysfunction isn't love.
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders..
Bit by bit Torn apart We never win But the battle wages on
For toy soldiers!