It is true that dealing with CSA is a constant in life. Fortunately, here at MS there are a lot of guys who offer support and advice. I dealt with this alone for over 40 years. Since I can't run and hide from it anymore, I'd much rather deal with it with help from my friends here, than to do it on my own.
Even though it's a tough fight, with the support of others, there is hope for a better life, and that's something that was absent when I dealing with it alone.
Keep fighting Wiseguy, there are good days ahead.