I had stumbled across this site almost 5 years ago. I have been in therapy for a number of reasons not the least of which is this.
I was triggered, I guess, by watching a pre-recorded but recent episode of "Major Crimes". It was about a swim coach that molested his students and suddenly I just broke down. Fortunately my Wife knows and understands but I finally needed more support than she or my therapists can extend.
All the stories are so sad and recently I also reached out to "Prevent Child Abuse" who has a wonderful slogan that says "It shouldn't hurt to be a child" and all I can add to that is it shouldn't still hurt from what happened as a child!
I wish everyone here well!