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#442992 - 08/02/13 01:00 AM Hell
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Registered: 05/28/13
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I've got to share an experience here before i forget about it.

It made me change my whole position on so many things.

I saw hell 2 days ago. For like ONE SECOND.

Scared me half to death. Almost passed out/threw up. body went numb. shaking.

the Prison.

the Pain.

the Inescapablity.

the Permanance (I don't believe in permanent hell, but i do believe in the EXPERIENCE of permanence, which I think the bible was referring to).

the souldestroyingness.

and the absolute horror of being unable to win.

and above all....THE SEXUAL DEPRAVITY

In (my?) Hell, the natural desire for a father son relationship is replaced by ironclad sexual obsession, manipulation and control.

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One christian asked me the other day when I told him about my behavior, "aren't you afraid of hell?".

I said, "no".

Its time to change my answer.

I have SEEN hell many times (i'm spiritually open sometimes). There is always sexual mayhem going on there and people trying to eat each other. there is no room to move. people are half beast. And the predominant outlook is always TOMORROW WILL BE WORSE THAN TODAY.

But I've never FELT IT as it would apply to me personally. I was almost always an onlooker with a way out.

I think I saw where I was headed, if I am not careful.
Someone I respect told me that one look at the devil can kill you. I can fully see how that is possible now.


Anyway guys, thanks for listening.

I had been praying for 3 days for the incentive to move out of some things I had been doing.

Now I have it.

Pain is a great teacher.

Blessings.

M


Edited by GoldStone (08/02/13 03:29 AM)

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#443022 - 08/02/13 08:45 AM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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Hey Gold,
have you thought to get help by therapist?
Spirituality has own dimension but at other side if we have problems rooted in dysfunctional families and abusive environment transferring into our lives trough unhealthy coping mechanism like sex addiction, porn, drinking problems and similar I'm afraid that way out of such "hell" is difficult to reach by itself simply because we are that hell and we can't change much in ourselves no matter on our wishes.
We are very complex beings with many layers and unfortunately we don't control ourselves completely and never will. Our rational mind is only one part of ourselves and there is other equally importnat present in unconscious part of us.
Things that we call "evil" and occult are actually rooted in our subconsciousness; I 'd say so near and so out of our reach.
There are therapies dealing with it trough analysis of our dreams and imagination as those are doors to that secret world.

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#443023 - 08/02/13 09:00 AM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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What good did therapy do for you, Pero?


Edited by GoldStone (08/02/13 09:13 AM)

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#443026 - 08/02/13 09:46 AM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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Edited by peroperic2009 (08/02/13 05:03 PM)
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#443042 - 08/02/13 12:28 PM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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#443053 - 08/02/13 02:09 PM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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For me being a person of faith, I know hell is a real place. I just read a book called 23 Minutes In Hell and it's an eye-opener.
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#443304 - 08/04/13 11:02 PM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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#443345 - 08/05/13 08:34 AM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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Victor,

I am a third generation atheist. But because of where ive been in spirit world, I know it exists.

This video is one of the life changing testimonies.

Just like this man, I have been to the Center of the Earth and seen hell. Ive never heard of others going there but it doesnt surprise me now to learn from this video that many have. I've seen many levels of hell in the spirit world. I've also seen very beautiful places as well. Once you've been there you know it isn't just in your mind. it's real. The world we live in now and percieve and register is more a product of personal perspective and bias than that world.

Like this man says it's not our job to convince people it's just our job to tell them.

I would recommend anyone watching this though to start at the point where he talks about entering the prison cell (minute 20). Anything before that might be a little bit too religious to stomach for some people if you know what i mean. It took me a little while to watch it because I was so sure I would be disappointed. Instead it is clearly an authentic experience with i can personally corroborate. I should probably get in touch with him and send him my own experiences so they can be made available to the general public.


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#443381 - 08/05/13 02:18 PM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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Thanks for the link VV and the book is worth the read too.
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#443469 - 08/06/13 02:18 AM Re: Hell [Re: GoldStone]
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this topic led me off into some other "death" experiences.

you be the judge.

ian mc cormack
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yjFRnMWwiC8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTU7MfOgDKM

here are five people sharing their own trip to hell.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3sKdk_Dtz5E
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