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#442540 - 07/29/13 05:33 PM Wow.. well this is a little about me..
Sven Offline


Registered: 07/29/13
Posts: 276
Nervous sweating nauseous..

Well I'm going to do this anyways...
I am Sven. Just turned 18 this month. I had seen this site before but wasn't old enough to join. So I've been having a tough week i guess and remembered the forum again. So here I am..

I've been abused by my father. And there were some other people but I have only vague memories about that. The ones with my father in it are very clear though. Haunt me at night. During the day if i have nothing to do to keep myself occupied.
So that's a little about me... Ask away, if you want.

*nervous laughter*
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In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
~ Bullet The Blue Sky - U2

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#442551 - 07/29/13 07:00 PM Re: Wow.. well this is a little about me.. [Re: Sven]
victor-victim Offline


Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 3336
Loc: O Kanada
first of all, i am very glad that you are taking action so early in your life.

congratulations!!

if you start now, who knows where you will be by the time you get to my age.
i wasted a lot of life on dead ends.
here you will find good advice,
from people who have been where you are.

hope you find what you need on this website.
hell, there was no internet when i was 18.
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#442631 - 07/30/13 02:36 PM Re: Wow.. well this is a little about me.. [Re: Sven]
Sven Offline


Registered: 07/29/13
Posts: 276
thank you for your reply smile
I hope this site can help me sort out some feelings and questions I have
_________________________
In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
~ Bullet The Blue Sky - U2

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#442750 - 07/31/13 10:57 AM Re: Wow.. well this is a little about me.. [Re: Sven]
F.A. Offline


Registered: 09/02/11
Posts: 229
Loc: United States
I understand your pain. I am happy you sought help so young it took me 45 years of a wasted life to seek help and heal.
This is a place for healing, support and searching for a way out.
I am here to listen and support anytime you see me.
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F.A.

To be sick is to be fragmented. To be healed is to become whole, and to become whole one must be in harmony with family, friends, and nature" -Navajo-
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#442752 - 07/31/13 11:15 AM Re: Wow.. well this is a little about me.. [Re: Sven]
newground Offline
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Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 759
Loc: michigan
sven dude you are so not alone in this! here is a place of hope and healing. just rest for a bit breathe deeply and know that you are not alone. this was not your fault sven, it never was not matter how it might play in your head that is so important to know as well. I hope that you are in a safe place now and that he cannot harm you further. If not that is something to think hard about you do not deserve to be hurt man. you are not HIS at all you deserve to be safe and well and I hope that you willfind a way to do that
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
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#442756 - 07/31/13 12:06 PM Re: Wow.. well this is a little about me.. [Re: Sven]
Sven Offline


Registered: 07/29/13
Posts: 276
Thanks for the replies.
I hope to leave the house in about a year, when I've finished highschool and can hopefully live in a studenthouse instead.
My father pretty much stopped touching me around the time I turned 16. There have been some incidents Since then but last time was over half a year ago.
_________________________
In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
~ Bullet The Blue Sky - U2

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