...I made the choice to learn how to accept that I am disabled
...to let go of being a victim of my genetics
...to let go of being angry about being born
...to accept that my mother couldn't love me
...to let go of being angry that my mother couldn't love me
...to accept that life is what it is
...to continue to learn how to love myself in spite of how much I have resented being born
...to keep trying to push forward
...to keep following my heart
...to listen to my gut
...to choose to trust myself by listening to my gut
...to quiet my mind
...to accept that I can and will make mistakes
...to learn to stop judging myself
...to do things i like to do and find more things I like to do
...accept that I'm not perfect and still have a long ways to go
...to keep trying
...and I have to say that I'm surprised. I find myself having a better sense of self esteem that is consistent and reliable, no matter how I feel. My thinking has become less harsh and more accepting of me and of others. The quality of my every day experiences, I cannot deny, is improving.
Just wanted to share that.
If I'm acting despondent, Please ask me if I'm eating sugar. I keep forgetting sugar makes me crazy.