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#442354 - 07/27/13 12:47 PM This past 7 months
Magellan Offline
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Registered: 12/31/10
Posts: 1402
Loc: California
...I made the choice to learn how to accept that I am disabled
...to let go of being a victim of my genetics
...to let go of being angry about being born
...to accept that my mother couldn't love me
...to let go of being angry that my mother couldn't love me
...to accept that life is what it is
...to continue to learn how to love myself in spite of how much I have resented being born
...to keep trying to push forward
...to keep following my heart
...to listen to my gut
...to choose to trust myself by listening to my gut
...to quiet my mind
...to accept that I can and will make mistakes
...to learn to stop judging myself
...to do things i like to do and find more things I like to do
...accept that I'm not perfect and still have a long ways to go
...to keep trying

...and I have to say that I'm surprised. I find myself having a better sense of self esteem that is consistent and reliable, no matter how I feel. My thinking has become less harsh and more accepting of me and of others. The quality of my every day experiences, I cannot deny, is improving.

Just wanted to share that.
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#442358 - 07/27/13 02:00 PM Re: This past 7 months [Re: Magellan]
traveler Offline
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Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3388
Loc: somewhere in Africa
who is this guy?
Magellan - i think some self-help guru has hacked into your account on MS!
seriously, dude - you are amazing - i wouldn't recognize you as the same man as before.
i am in awe.
good work - and keep it up!
lee
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Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago


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#442359 - 07/27/13 02:07 PM Re: This past 7 months [Re: Magellan]
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Registered: 02/26/05
Posts: 1039
Lee,

Looks like Magellan has tapped into his inner Han Solo and hasn't let go. Truly amazing to have watched Magellan's progress over time here.

Magellan, you are an inspiration to all of us. I've been away from MS for nearly a month, and this is my first post since I've been back because I couldn't *NOT* respond to your amazing recovery. Posting my own update now to join in on the fun.

"Who you calling scruffy-looking?" -- Han to Leia

Cant
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#442363 - 07/27/13 02:12 PM Re: This past 7 months [Re: Magellan]
Magellan Offline
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Registered: 12/31/10
Posts: 1402
Loc: California
Thanks you guys.

Yeah, I'm still on this roller coaster. And yeah, I still have a couple days here and there where I feel like life is nothing but shit - but I seem to pull out of that after 2-3 days and I'm back to slaving and working away at recovery and inching forward.

And yes - cant - thanks for bringing laughter to me just now. Something significant for me to realize similarities between Hans Solo and myself. I'm still riding that wave.
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Loving Kindness Meditation will dramatically improve your spirits; give it a try for just 3 days: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz7cpV7ERsM

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