glad you're with us - sorry you need to be.
i can relate to your experience. part of my abuse history was from peers groping me - but in a different area. but i can can tell how hurtful it is.
hope you'll find the support here that will help - as i have. there are lots of caring guys here who are willing to share from their hearts.
There’s a special providence in the fall of a sparrow. If it be now, ’tis not to come. If it be not to come, it will be now. If it be not now, yet it will come—the readiness is all. - Hamlet, Act 5, sc 2