glad you're with us - sorry you need to be.
i can relate to your experience. part of my abuse history was from peers groping me - but in a different area. but i can can tell how hurtful it is.
hope you'll find the support here that will help - as i have. there are lots of caring guys here who are willing to share from their hearts.
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho