I have a memory trying
to tell. I remembered these phrases and the childish vocabulary with which I would have communicated then. In each case I failed to make myself understood. They were not able and willing to hear what a little boy was trying to say.
When I was 4, mother was washing dishes. I tried to say something and she told me to go out and play with my trucks.
Bobby put his peepee thing in my bottom hole.
When I was 10, I told in a very inept way. My father beat the c--p out of me.
When I was 12, I told the camp doctor. He promised he would fix it. Instead it got much worse.
Name withheld made me suck his cock
: The incident when I was 10 involved a whole bunch of boys. One of the boys was used to gather up the others. I don't know what the details are, but I was told later that he ended up in the state prison. It may have been years later, I don't know. That was probably because one of the other boys in that gathering was being listened to by his father.