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#441397 - 07/19/13 05:47 PM My Friend...
concerned_husky Offline

Registered: 08/29/12
Posts: 697
The sun has set, and the city is alight;
As usual, I'm alone...smoking a cigar.
Your name is all I think about tonight,
And all of those chats we've shared so far.
I care, you know...I really want to help,
But lately, I feel that I cannot get through;
The closer I come, the louder you yelp,
And slowly, I realize what seems to be true:
Perhaps, I was arrogant and selfish to think,
"I know all the answers, I know how you feel."
But now, I realize, I'm terribly out of sync,
With all of the things that you need to heal.

I love you, my friend...with all of my heart...
...I fear the inevitable will rip me apart.

#441490 - 07/20/13 04:59 PM Re: My Friend... [Re: concerned_husky]
traveler Offline

Registered: 02/07/06
Posts: 3750
Loc: somewhere in Africa
i can sooo relate to this - with the exception of the cigar!

sometimes i think the pain i feel on another's behalf helps to heal my own pain or maybe make it more bearable.
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"

#441492 - 07/20/13 05:00 PM Re: My Friend... [Re: concerned_husky]
victor-victim Offline

Registered: 09/27/03
Posts: 5424
Loc: O Kanada
good stuff.

it is a feeling i get very often.
makes me think about all those people who have tried to help me in the past, but were unable to get through.

i was still listening to them.
even as i argued and cursed and denied.
i was still listening.

what they did for me was noticed, and appreciated.
even though i was unable to acknowledge their care,
i still accepted and received it.

often the big breakthroughs in my life came from finally surrendering to the good advice i had heard years before, that was still echoing in my ears.

i am sure your love for your friend is getting through.
i am certain it is being appreciated.

just be careful, and don't forget to protect yourself while attempting rescue.
we have a saying in first aid...
don't become the second victim.
you have to be a strong swimmer if you want to save someone else from drowning.
you need fire-proofing if you want to pull someone out of a burning building.


#441493 - 07/20/13 05:10 PM Re: My Friend... [Re: victor-victim]
concerned_husky Offline

Registered: 08/29/12
Posts: 697
Originally Posted By: victor-victim
you have to be a strong swimmer if you want to save someone else from drowning.

That, I think, is a quote I'll remember for the rest of my life.

#441515 - 07/20/13 07:17 PM Re: My Friend... [Re: concerned_husky]
bey Offline

Registered: 01/28/10
Posts: 304
Loc: canada
The most I cried ever in my life was over a friend, who's story mirrored mine so much, and being unable to help him.
I think it's so sad to see someone hurting and to want to fix it and to find yourself impossibly ill-equipped to fix them. It would be so nice to be able to carry someone's pain for them. Sometimes I think the only thing we can do is to stand with them. But that can seem like too little a lot of the time.
Thanks Husky, I think a lot of people can relate to what you wrote.
I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me.


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