Well, the contract job stuff fell off for the end of this year, so I've been stuck trying to find something part time. No luck there. Without that I can't do much for school or T plans, but I'm not done yet. In January, I am going to testify for my fellowship group for guys at church about CSA and boys, me, and what it's all meant. I did it once before but now I am a whole lot more ready to speak I think. Still working on healing stuff, but think this will help in that. Someday, and I hope soon, I can be doing something more productive then sitting around a lot. Thanks everyone too for all the support and views of this thread. I had no clue it would get this big, and I hope I can give back too.
“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato