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#441008 - 07/16/13 03:25 AM When it's your father who is the child molester.
little big man Offline


Registered: 06/19/10
Posts: 106
Loc: nevada
I was molested many times by relitives. Before preschool I had had a lot of abuse. My dad did what child molesters do to their victim: Isolated me, made sure no one would beleave me. Made me out to be crazy. I grew up in conspiricy. People were against me. Felt like a piece of shit all my life. Not knowing I am worthy of love. Not used to being loved.


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#441028 - 07/16/13 08:22 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
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Registered: 03/25/13
Posts: 132
Loc: Texas
I am so sorry big man. That is awful to hear and all too familiar. I too was raped by my dad over the course of six years. I felt stupid, conspired against, and like you say, a piece of shit.

I am so sorry this happened to you. I relate COMPLETELY to your handle..."little big man"... I actually thought I was an oaf or ogre as i was growing physically but I stayed 6 mentally. I understand for sure.

Please allow me to confirm something to you... you are NOT a piece of shit. You are worth so much more than your family made you feel like... you deserved SO MUCH better than they gave you. You ARE worthy of love and A LOT of it! You are worthy of love and worthy to be heard, worthy to live your life as you see fit. Remember that through these trying times brother.
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#441032 - 07/16/13 09:43 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
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#441842 - 07/23/13 02:30 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
little big man Offline


Registered: 06/19/10
Posts: 106
Loc: nevada
Thanks guys you bring tears to my eyes. Support come from a desert of that. On my side? I always felt no one was even at work or any situation that came up. No one would be. I had cancer , chemo 20 yrs ago. Guess what no anknowlegement from any relitive. What a surprise. Ron, by himself against the world felt like. No allies.

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#441843 - 07/23/13 02:34 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
little big man Offline


Registered: 06/19/10
Posts: 106
Loc: nevada
I never knew what I looked like, except ugly, big lips, big butt. I was assamed of my lips. They are normal. Wanted to be invisable still dont like anyone to say anything about my body. Or see pics of myself people take.

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#441848 - 07/23/13 06:10 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
GoldStone Offline


Registered: 05/28/13
Posts: 220
Loc: Far East
i see a man who is incredibly brave.


superman? he's nothing.

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#442349 - 07/27/13 11:56 AM Re: When it's your father who is the child molester. [Re: little big man]
little big man Offline


Registered: 06/19/10
Posts: 106
Loc: nevada
All of my above posts, I told to a big a big alanon group tuesday. Wow it was so transformative. Comments like: I am honored to know you. Im starting to see people like me and think highly of me. Helping me dump my old view of myself. Why we dont all have medals or purple hearts, we should. An unregnised war.

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